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                            [...Sweet Surrender...]

So lately, my life has been awesome. Good times good times.

I just took an hour and a half nap...it was l.o.v.e.l.y.

Me and Tim are really good friends. He's so totally my favorite.

All I've been listening to constantly is the music from The Nightmare Before Christmas. How nerdish is that!?

Do you know how much it sucks when you see someone you love hurting and there's nothing you can do?

Today Nick Larson and Craig Nelson totally made me smile. Thanks guys. You made my day.

All of Danny Elfman's music is amazing. If you haven't heard any of it, you're missing out.

I got my yearbook today. I always love yearbook day. It makes me so happy. Except this year...I got really sad. Because half of the people who are signing my yearbook this year, wont be at school with me next year.

Kaitlin Brandon and Tim...I love you guys so much.

Tim told me this quote the other day...it totally made me smile.

"Don't cry, for there will be a tomorrow, and for that tomorrow, I will always be there, hand in hand, 'till the end of time."

And Scott, I didn't put the cheese on his lock, but whoever did...that was completely mean. And I don't think you should do it ever again.

*Muah!* Have a good one guys. You totally deserve it!

          " I just don't understand why anyone would want to hurt you..."

          " You'd be surprised..."

Unless you have a fucking reason to talk to me, don't even try. You just look stupid trying.

I'm finally free of the curse of love...last night made it SO easy to forget. And for that, I really do have to thank you Chris. You were such an ass that it was just SO easy to forget that I was ever in love with you.

Love....ha.....I sound like a 5 year old, throwing it around. This time, I think I'm going to keep it under close inspection. And you'll have to be the best of the best to ever witness it. My heart has officially been patched, so good luck trying to break it again. Because it's 10 times stronger now.

Although I must admit, I did have up-points today. One would be the many hugs I got and the fact that I got to draw portraits of Chaz, Jared, Megan and Ashley. It totally made my day.

Oh yeah, and Brandi's picture of Mr. Smith ROCKS MY FACE OFF

HEROES OF THE DAY: Hillary, Ashley, Leah, Leigh, Matt, Brandon, Taylor H., and Curtis. Thank you so much.

 And  I  wanted  that  too  deep  down  I  think.  I  wanted  to  have  someone  ...  I  wanted  to  be  happy  again.  And  I  thought  that  maybe  within  that  happiness  I  would  completely  fall  head  over  heels  for  him  and  stuff.  But  it  didn't  play  out  like  that  ...  and  I  can't  explain  it  but   God   how   I   wish   I   could.